Facebook new restriction.
Its essential for me to log in to Facebook, Webstagram even Yahoo Messenger each morning when I wake up as its the medium for me to connect myself to my loved ones who stay mostly in JB. I talked to my sister and brother almost everyday via FB and YM video calls. Some of my closed family members and best frens is abroad..So getting in touch by internet is the cheapest option so far. I need to be online to see my nephews's updates, my family back in JB will normally post up their photos, videos or anything relate to them to make sure I do witness their growing up progress back there. Vice versa, I did the same thing about how am I doing here by posting photos of me, Shakir and Bbyana my cat for them.
Unfortunately, some posts mainly from some friends in facebook did offense me sometimes. I dunt know isit because of my pregger's mood swing or what but recently Hubster told me he realized how my moral has been down, as if some posts/comments/updates from friends there upsets/annoyed me. Yes I do admit, I'm a normal human being. Dunt know if they are doing it purposely or not; some friend's posts did gave me this envy feelings/ like Im the most unfortunate one or something. And how comments of some friend's on my posts is soo offensive at times! What r they thinking? There was once when I posted about how happy I am to wake up in the morning to see the fridge is full with fresh meats and veges because my husband is soo good in doing grocery shoppings by himself then this joker put on comment there saying, "Oh my husband pulak comes home late in the evening , so he rathe bring me to expensive restaurant here in JB and treat me special meals instead of making me cook for him..Sweet rite? But not many restaurant like that in Manjung kan? Where u guys normally dine out?". - I just had to delete her comment up. Okay fine. Laugh at me lah, you Queen-Blessed-With-Thick-pocket-Husband!
I know its a 'keychi' thing for me to worry about that but..I dunt know. I felt so demoralized about it. So each time when I keeps on complaining to hubster about;
* how this champion who keeps on bragging to me about her new house la, another person telling me how she manage to earn herself a designer bag and stuffs from her bonus then asked me why dint I pursue my law studies like how she did la,
* about some people keeps on tagging me offensive photos
* how another champion telling me she's going tru smooth pregnancy unlike me because shes been taking care her self well even before she got married
* when a fren bragging about her romantic gateway to a dreamland which we suppose to go for our honeymoon this month but had to cancel it because of my weak pregnancy plus we have to save for this house we're getting before the baby arrives....
He's been saying.."Dunt feel bad sayang, jgn dgr apa ckp orang..Maybe belum rezeki kita. Now kita baru kawin, nak renovate rumah and prepare for baby boo losta thing nak kena pikir kan? Tunggu kita dah settle down ok?"...
Until one night when I think it has reached his highest level of patience, he look into my eyes so deeply then said; " Baby, I want you to delete your Facebook".
Then how do I keep up with my family and closed fren's updates? So he suggest if thats really the purpose for me to have a Facebook, limit my audience and hide my profile only to those people (family and closed frens ONLY). I tried it for a week, well its not bad though.
So now I find, once I only limits my view to my own wall page and updates that tagged for me...I felt much better. No need to know whats happening around the world already lah..I dunt need it. I guess sticking to the real purpose of me having Facebook is what I should do since longggg before.
To my wonderful husband; thanks sayang...
I am always thankful having you in my life. I am so sorry for acting so childish lately, complaining this and that while you're trying your best to give me and our 'coming soon' baby a perfect life...
I dunt need that expensive new clothes, designer bag or even hundreds shoes...I just need to wake up every morning to see your smile saying your signature morning ice breaker ; " Gud morning my babies..Jom solat Subuh?" while holding my belly..:D