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so its been a while since i blabber here..gosh zillions stuffs happened in life i dunt even know how to start..!

but seriously;how i realise I've missed too many good things in life and i hate the fact that i will never ever get them back somehow...tho' I'm praying hard they all will come back in one piece and how people telling me those things might be rolling back to me;i strongly feel its impossible and EVEN they did comes back-the situation will never be the same and;the losing part still be ME...and this thick hard pain in my heart still be there no matter what~

and pain will remain with the scar for sure~

*RIGID*