Sometimes I just feels like wanna put on tht fave dress of mine (tht has been in it's box for too long already), walk in some stilettos carrying my LV tote, withdraw a couple of thousands or more from the savings out- walk tru the mall buying anything I want then sit down alone at Dome cafe drinking my fave coffee and read something new there so 2-3 hours.
I just wanna be alone.
I miss my half day retail therapy ALONE.
Arrgghhh its no longer funny when Im trying my best to just holding on sacrificing my feelings just to give loves to peoples yet what I get back is some bull shits; as in the real hard physically BULL SMELLY SHITS thing not just bad words.
It seems like the jokes on me but I dunt wanna laugh anymore.
Some people just not worth to be loved.
May The Creator Above give me strengths to face those beautiful, intelligent souls who obviously